Walking on a Tightrope

This is what i feel like every single day. 

I can wait for it to be over. 

And have I mentioned that despite being in my twenties, I still get about 10 moments in a day where I feel like an awkward teen thinking about what socially apt, considerate stuff I should say to not make people judge me (Unfortunately, I have come to realise that I have reached the age I am judged for how I look and for all my actions.), especially in stressful times like this . 

The awkward moment you realise you probably have a late mental puberty.